sometimes..
i wanna scream real loud
so that i can hear something in the loneliness surrounding me

hear my scream.. touch my tears.. feel my pain..

i'm just waiting for it all to end. i hope it ends and doesn't start again.

what cand save me from the chaos in my head? banquish all the demons..
only love can kill the demons..
i cannot love, i feel only pain, a constant pain..
the pain of being alive..